I cover my eyes when I see my reflection. I don’t like my complexion. I don’t like my body. I don’t like my personality. I always compare myself to others. I always think others are better than me. I push myself so hard to be someone I’m not. I push myself to be an ideal I even don’t recognize. At the end of the day, I just try to live one moment at a time and try to give all I can. Even if I’ve cried so many nights to sleep wondering what I could have done better. I try to see the goodness, little things so I won’t go insane. So i could still face and live tomorrow.
Yeah.. Learning each night to be grateful for being me. Full of flaws. Love me, scars and all. That’s living for now.