Self

Forgive yourself
For everything,  whatever that is
You did the best you can at that moment
Forgive for everything that has happened
Forgive yourself
No more looking back,  ok
It only causes pain and longing
It’s gnawing you,  killing your soul
Save yourself..
Save what’s left of your soul
The past no longer matters
Even though you’re forgotten
Time for you,  to forget too,  again and again
It no longer matters
Shove that belief
The only thing for now,  to save you
Forget those who’ve forgotten you
Just go and leave it… 
Look forward,  because that’s the only way you’re headed

Inside

Over again

I’ve wrote it,  felt it,  thought about it over again
It all comes back again
To the moment when it all started
Of course there’s no turning back
Change is inevitable
It scared me
Not so much anymore
A fight alone,  is familiar now
Time to move on
No more charging on
The doors have been closed and locked for a long time now
I’ve been too stubborn to accept and go

For my little man

I can’t always protect you
I can’t be by your side for the rest of your life
One day,  you’d have to go on your own
Be the man you are meant to be
Be brave,  be strong
Even when you feel like you’re done
Cry if you must, but never give up

Decision