Gotta remember who I am, and who I meant to be. No longer responding to how others act… Just be. Be my own thing, do my own thing. And let others be whatever they like. Detaching from others doesn’t mean I don’t care, I just won’t let others dictate who I can be.
What if
What if the biggest and most important love I will ever need is from myself?
What if I can love and detach myself once it’s over?
What if loving someone who was once special is just like other things? Like when you fall from a bike, you won’t cry for days or months, but you stand up and go again.
What if I don’t get broken after my heart was broken by someone I loved?
What if I’m beautiful for all of me, even my scars and annoying parts of me?
What if I decide to be stronger no matter how many times I fall and break?
What if I don’t let what others do bother me?
What if I walk away from the people who left me?
What if I just no longer care about what people think about me?
What if I find my smile beneath the tears?
So many times, I lift myself up with no one there to help or push me. Shouldn’t I be proud of who I am today? Through imperfections, my flaws, I still stand up and face my pain and my sorrow. I don’t run. I don’t hide. I still care about others. I still love the people who stay. And even love the one who decided to leave.
I live my life despite everything. Not just surviving, not just cruising, but living. More and more.
You can say I’m annoying or desperate or crazy, but all I did was fight for the love I have for you. It hurts, what you did. But I don’t hate you. I just can’t stay coz you don’t want me to stay. You pushed me away. So, I’ll be gone so you would be happy as you are today with your family, friends, new friends and all that.
You no longer care about me like you said you would. So, yeah… Basically, you want me gone.
What if I just be gone and never come back again?
Love
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